The General Epistle of James.
“Draw night to God, and he will draw nigh to you. Cleanse [your] hands, [ye] sinners; and purify [your hearts], [ye] double minded. Be affected and mourn, and weep: let your laughter be turned into mourning, and [your] joy to heaviness. Humble yourselves in the sight of the Lord, and he shall lift you up.”
Don’t be happy on your own. Get depressed then God will make you happy.
You’re a sick man, James.